Someone Afraid

I deserve someone who calls me when I’m upset just so I don’t have to cry alone.

I deserve someone who loves me.

I deserve someone who loves me even when I say stupid things.

I deserve to be a priority.

I deserve for someone to want to walk 1000 miles to see me.

I deserve someone to call even when they have a million other things that need done.

I deserve someone who is willing to stick it out.

I deserve someone willing to fight for us.

I found the one and let him go.

I was afraid to hurt.

I was afraid to lose him.

I was afraid of rejection.

I was afraid to be second.

I was afraid I wasn’t good enough.

I was afraid I didn’t matter.

I was afraid I would ruin him.

I was afraid to let him go.

I was afraid to trust.

I was afraid.

Now I am alone.

Me, my prayers and God are all that remain.

It should be enough.

It should be but I still have a piece missing.

The phone isn’t ringing.

You aren’t calling.

I’ve been left alone.

I never thought I’d survive a day without you…

I was right.